I can do this. All i have to do is make it through marching band season. It'll be fine.

I have

THe blue October concert to look forward to after band camp..
Daniels texts too.
But then... Marching band for WAY to many months. FML

Hey(:

I'm sitting around,
watching TV.

and.... AGASP. I'm happy. (:

It's not shits and giggles

When I am still hung up on it. And I can not get a straight answer out of you. I know I love you, but it's nothing compaired.

It's bad when I don't realize I'm crying until it slides down to my neck. Oh my god, if i could just rewind. I'd given the world to be back in those moments

Alright

Orme was different this year,
I got over jeff, instead of falling deeper for him,
It sucked at first. Orme you know.
But.. As I moved forward in the sessio. Things got better, mainly the 4 or 3rd to last day when Rambo and I kissed for the 2nd time.. It mad me feeel.. Feeeeeel so good, I was so giggly, so light after, I walked on air, skipped around, couldn't be brought down..
Then the next day, whole camp fire I sat by him, sat infront of him really. Ahahah WELL shared the same seat, his nose brushing my cheek. An my cheek rubbing against him.
We walked to the nurses to get me bandaids, but the nurse wasn't there. And again we kissed, and again I felt like I could touch the sky. And that night when daniel and George snuck over.. It was ovboius he would be with me to the night. And he was.
Till 3am, we never left each others side except when kat and mack stumbled in at 1:30, and he had to hide and when the night patrol came by.

And so I thought I finally had the perfect boyfriend. But no, we all know he loves rachel, and they seem to be better.. Sigh.

Well... I do love you all

The last

few weeks have been.. unbelivable, and so hard,
i'll write more tonight.
but,, i must get ready for band >:(

Minutes

Seconds, hours, days... I'll See you again. Orme is so close, I can taste it I. My lips.

Nothing really good to write today.. Heheh. Love? Yes<3


Mirannnda rachell rambo george!
Oh here I come.