I'm trying to block out too many thoughts to even be able to sleep, it's not even the ones about jeff and me. It's the ones about the end of this year, they are sliding under my mind and working me into some kind of unhealthly state. Even though i am feeling fine till i think of the thoughts of leaving aprende. Because it wasn't just a middle school, it was a long, long, learning experience that has made my life so much better. It has forced me to grow up faster, and made me find the true me. And everyone says how much they want to get out of it , but does no one understand that they will never get this time in there life back? The time when they were kids if none the less. Aprende has changed my life if it has done anything to me, and given me the best friends that i probably will ever have, and hope to ever have. Even though some memories were bad, they all end up where i am now. I like where i am now too. I will always miss aprende just as i still miss seventh grade to an extreme . I have random memories spilling into my brain of better times and i really need sleep.. I'm not a least bit tired though. Ohhh some one take cya this attack coming on. It'll all be okay. I'll be okay. I'll make it through. No matter what happens... I promise. Please let go with me.