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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Im just

The type of person to latch onto something and not let go,
Of course.. It's something I'll be able to push through.. Right?
I'm texting guys I don't even really like,
Trying to find someone to measure up to jeff. To what we had.. And how horribley childish and stupid is it of me to want or to look for something to even get close.. Is outrageous, because I can't compair things like that.. Jeff was something totally different, a first love, and even if it ever rekindles it will not be a first love, a third or a fourth, or even a larger number. Love can't be compaired, I'm sure there will me different textures or taste between each one, I might like one flavor better than another but each will be good in it's own way. Hahah I hope.

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