Click cink chick

I'm turning into the opposite of what I was, and I'm sorry.

Let's be honest, I don't miss aprende. I don't. I'm not even going to try to fake it anymore. I'm not saying I like corona any better.. Wait, I actaully might. But doesn't mean Im enjoying it. It's just I'm now in a group of kids that care. I don't feel small, not good enough, or anything of the sort. I'm not scared of being ridiculed, hurt, or put down. I don't have to deal with as many peoples shifty drama, jeffs complaing, hannahs whining, and people being so stupid. I can be with kids who don't think they have a bigger smarter view over everyone. I get attention I guess, which is good. And that makes me sound stupid, and petty, but at aprende I always felt like a 3rd wheel. And plans were hard to make and rarely happened and when thy did I was left out sometimes, now.. I have a party to go to practicly every week. Friends always right there, and football games are FUCKING FUN. I have people to hang out with everyday after school, homework help of needed. People notice when I'm just a tad down; 3ven if just slightly and help me, worry about me. I get hugs, and constant greetings.

Things cod still be better. I'm disconent. But school is better with that part, and you know what? IT'S GREAT.



I'm keeping my problems more and more to myself. I don't let my anger show as much as It could be, I don't talk to people about everything as much. I don't text as much. I could careless about making sure my realionships with people are strong, I don't try to follow people. I define my self. Listen to my own music, wear my own clothes, forget about everyone else. Don't write as much. Don't do my homework, don't study. Prefer to be alone, just try to make plans with laura, or jack. Sleepover with Mackenzie. But I don't even try too hard to make plans with anyone. I just want to sleep. I don't want to stay up t0 8am. I want to fucking sleep. I have super low self confidence.. Which honestly didn't used to be.

Oh well.




Kthxbai