BaCk FRoM DeANER

With Taylor's parents. Taylor ditched us for a rodeo, ad her boyfrannnd DAN. Weird. ME and her both broke up with our long tiem boyfriends. and then got new ones. So odd

I'm tired as hell, no idea why, i've found i'm more tired when i don't get enough sleep then when i do. Ever since orme i've just been tired as hell. Not sure why. Hmm.. Oh well.

Tomorrow i have a national chairty league training, HOW FUN. not. right after CHURCH, my day is just a ball of fun. sigh, it'll be fien though, i'll text someone i'm sure and make it through. It's just a few hours. I've been in a way better mood just today and last night than i have been in a while, even this first week with zak being so.. nice. I should probabaly describe how much NICER he's beign then jeff ever was. it's great, don't get me wrong, i loved jeff. I really did. I love him as a friend now, but zak's just more caring. Less bitchy. And swwweeeter. heheh.

First of all, he walks me home. Jeff would never have done that for the life of him. He walks me to classes that are out of his way. He texts me ALOT, i barely talked to jeff at all after like the first few months of school, and by the end of us dating i barely talked to him.. ever. he's just more maturee, jesus christ. i like him better at first then i liked jeff. ugh, i did NOT liek jeff at first,

alright, alright this blog it's self is dedicated WAY too much to my love life. hahah. So, RIght now i'm on myface and spacebook. It's pretty rad, laura and alex broke up. how interesting. It;s kinda both sides issue though. so.. you know... Any whoo. I'm feeling really freakkking tired. It's outrageouuus. I really want to sleep a long time. but hey, when is THAT oing to happeen.

I'm finding life to be easier when i relax. so here i am. relaxing. but just wait till i stress out again. that's like the worst. or when i have trouble with my mom. Today feels imporant. Yesterday too. Only a few months ago, we were stayign up late after promotion dance. you know that? i was still with jeff. I was still straightening my hair every day, freakign out, and not carrying a tuba a around a field, not fishign for things to say, and definitly not knowing how to spell definitly. I don't really miss too much of it. Alright.. i do. alot. I miss Warnock, and sleeping in, and just everything. but i love where i am now, and how much happier i am now. This misisng will fade just like missing 7th grade did. and Dating jeff, it'll be okay, everythign always will