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Monday, January 25, 2010

I should most defintly

be asleep, and not listening to music. Not thinking. Not hoping my boyfriend my boyfriend would text me back. Not kinda mudering about things, and enjoyign the smell of sweeet, sweeeet, hair protectant,

no. I should be layign in bed, sleeping. but that's never been the way i am. i've always been pushign my limits, to such extremes too. every single rule, and everyday is a challenge i think. and.. i also don't try. I say fuck it. do under the expected, push the bar teh opposite way, and HARD.


It's a long day, and i take naps every day almost. i want weeeeekends to be lazy again. nights to be able to be up till 8. and wantign to talk more. talk more... be more.

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