welcome

to my world.

were half of your words are dramtics, and half of me just wants to totally forget being with you. and the other half wants to. It doens't matter iether way, because i know i;m goign to stay supsened mid air were i've been this whole year, just more honest, standing up for myself more, and maybe, maybe writing more. Either way. you'lll get mad at me i feel. all of you, and i know. know i deserve every last insuly,. and i don't even flinch anymore. it's whatever, i'll just run another mile, a nother 2o reps of weights. another 50 crunchs. it really doesn't matter, i mean. i feel the same every time. i Like my muscles burnign and chewing hard as possible on my gum, and weighing 108 pounds, and still feeling fat and runnign again.

Hello. Good bye. I'm not helathy. I'm not happy.
I'm healthy. I'm happy.


Gte over it. pick one side or the other i'm half and half. ohhh wel