Again i'm sitting

Sigh, the kid next to hannah and i wanted her to draw him a picture... Today started good was good till my head went into overdrive. Listening to fall out boy which is nice. It kinda hurts, everything hurts recently, because it seems i ruined everything...?eh, i want to talk to jack! I don't want those texts returned.. Okay i do, really do. No matter what they say. If it's for the break up or against. It's whatever. Er, life is so.. Uneven. Unknown and i can't get over that. Over the words that i speak that can effect me later, and the way our group is so much more mature than others.. But with that we get worse problems that it seems that we can't always handle, and it's true i'm over my head right now. And i've got it. I'm cooling down. I'm going to stay i suppose till there is a strong reason or if we just slid back and back . Yeah, that's it. ;) i'm just going to enjoy this trip with the wonderfull hannah! Love.