Today is sure to be long, and i'm sure it will be a bad one. I just feel today edging toward there, my mind is pageangoi for it and me course i'm wanting to give in. No i'm going to try to have a good day, i'll do anything. But if today is a bad one i called it. I'm going to miss at least 2 and 3rd period. If not alab and part of lunch. Hotel, airplane, home, school. That's how i know my day will go.. I might have to ride my horses and break up today. Don't know, can't quite care. I've been up before you, and i'll probably go to bed after any of you, it's just how it works. Up early to bed late, every day is going to be like that, up up up up down down up. I'm tired but i will not sees i will be strong, but mean. This trip has done me so good, getting space from everyone and everything causing me problems and being able to think without getting stuck in them, the snow and the wild runs through the help me get my energy free, and the best about skiing is you can't be thinking