I slid

the razor taped tounge along my arms,
And unwind from the night before,
Center myself in reality,
I'd attempt
Because I don't know where that is,
I sniff my fingers,
The smell of sweet, pure, brokeness

I just keep turning up the car radio to block out everything,
Your the only one that's trying any more,
I should realize by now
That I am doing something wrong..

As I've proven time and time again
I'm not strong enough
I give into changing
You don't deserve me

In a rightful manner j wouldn't blame you if you left
Me sitting in my room
With pictures of us hanging on my walls
And notes
And memories perfect enough to drown me.

It's what I deserve,








You don't deserve me.





I've said it before, but I'll say it again, I'm going to try harder.
Just tell me.. What I have to do, because I can't stand to lose you