There

Are eyes because it watchs me,
I have never let go

there are sheep because I have never grown up,
moved on,
I still struggle,

I am different people,
because I am angry,
because I'm weak
because I need you
but
I need to be independant
because I hurt myself,

I shot a gun because I used to hurt myself
there is sheep because I need to be in control


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today was jones, naps, running fast so I can do homework,
and utter,
and full,
relaxtion and ease

I got a taste if my summer, can it hurry up?

So I can have arms around me at night
breath on my neck
my feet on the pedals of bikes
sunburned skin and flat hair
sickly sweet soda
cash to burn

concerts to make me scream,
but not one
not two
days will measure
to the point where,
we ran with bare feet
breathed out smoke with fresh lungs
rolled out of bed to get to church

Have your hands claspmed around mine when we screamed,
cried,
and made eye contact
with the one person that makes us..
Live when we feel like we can't

but, the touch of his bare skin
your texts and voice on the phone
horse sweat, scraps and chlorine
won't be bad

just not the same way of being alive through
what it was

not any better
just different


We can make up for lost time,
and I know,
I know I can fly away.