This week

was a week more then ever where i needed you to ask me to call you,
to stay up and talk to me,
tell me how pretty i am,
I needed i ressuring arm around my waist.
That extra hug in geography,
a extra kiss at lunch,
your texts,
and not a silent face, i needed you to come find me in the morning.

I really needed someone this week.
But i didn't tell anyone that, so how could i expect what i wanted.
It's such a secret in me, to need anyone. To be weak.

I know i'm lucky to have you.
I can't help to feel i AM a downgrade.


"don't let me go let me go tonight" Please don't


Fuck, chin up sunshine tomorrow's a new day.